Sadness creeps in during my mind’s free time….
So as mush as possible I keep myself busy. I guess it’s sinking in that my birthday and Christmas is coming and my family isn’t together. I miss peanutbutter♥…
…and I miss him more during this time of the year.
I’m having this strange compulsion to drink — wine, tanduay ice, lambanog, shoktong {hah!} — whatever is available. What’s crazy about it is that I don’t really drink.
I don’t want to stress-eat because that’ll go straight to my tummy and hips.
I want to stress-drive but I don’t wanna pay for gas because the pay I’m waiting for isn’t coming until January.
I hope the staycation and swimming later which the kids are all excited about will take my mind off of this.
Yup, I’m having my nega-moments…
