Mommy’s Separation Anxiety

I am currently enjoying the cold weather in Baguio and I’m enjoying it more because Ykaie’s sleeping beside me.

When I got asked for this trip, I got very excited and immediately agreed without even thinking about it first. And two weeks prior to this trip I was having second thoughts about it. I guess I was having separation anxiety because I’ve never been away from Ykaie for more than two days.

Those two days that I’ve been away from her is when my MIL fetches her for a weekend which seldom happens nowadays because Ykaie can’t sleep without me by her side. The fact that I know that she’s only 45 minutes to an hour away gives me peace of mind.

Thinking of this Baguio trip without her is making me a little sad. Finally, the day before the trip I summoned all my guts and asked the person in-charge if I can take her along with me.

I was very happy when they said yes. It was wonderful of them to let her tag along.

We’ll be picking strawberries tomorrow.

P.S.

You know me, I’m always uneasy and unable to sleep soundly {“namamahay”} during long trips away from home so I’m still awake at 2″12am.